Sometimes, I'm gonna have to lose.

One day, I met a boy from my school. He was very cute and funny. So, we had great conversations and got on like a house on fire.
I clearly remember to see him just as a new friend. Later, I realizes that I was starting to have feelings for him and he was feeling it too. I had a boyfriend on that period of time. The thing is, I fell in love with another guy and I didn't want to break up with my boyfriend because we had been together for one year and a half. So, I thought: "What am I supposed to do?".
For some weeks, I just stayed alone a lot of time, so that I could think more about that situation and decides who I was really in love with. Then, I realized that I was thinking about the new guy most of the time and being in a relationship when you like somebody else is not the done thing. So, I broke up with my boyfriend.
Believe it or not, when the new guy and I had everything to be okay, he receives news form his mum: he and his family were going to move to another city because his dad changed his job.
In the end, I realized that I left both of them.

Carolina Ambinder.